I want to go back to the moment where me and my cousin were playing in the playground。And she was playing with the hose and I was video recording her。That's a very wholesome moment for me。 I haven't seen my cousin for a while for two years. She's my favorite person in the world because she's such an intelligent and crazy little baby and I feel grateful to have her in my life.

我想回到我和表妹在操场上玩耍的那一刻。她当时正在玩水管，我给她录像。那对我来说是一个非常美好的时刻。我已经两年没见到表妹了。她是我在这个世界上最爱的人，因为她是一个如此聪明又疯狂的小宝贝，我很感激有她在我的生命中。

两三岁当时没有，他说你能听到我心里面在唱歌吗？我就说不能，她就说我现在唱给你听听: “我说谢谢你～” 他就唱出来了，特别可爱，他很牛逼的。

Two or three years old then no, he said can you hear me singing inside my heart? And I said no, and she said I'll sing it to you now: “I say thank you~” And he sang it, and it was especially cute, and he was awesome.

她就是逼着她弟弟说你就是要做一个调皮的孩子，这样子跟他说：“你就是要做一个调皮的孩子”

She was just forcing her brother to say you're just going to be a naughty boy, telling him like this, “You're just going to be a naughty boy.”

她现在长大了，我就看视频，视频里面说你就是要做一个调皮的孩子，她就是那种疯，当时在操场，因为我家是住在三楼，然后当时她在玩水管，然后我就问她说你为什么一直在玩水管？她说因为要让水淹没到三楼，就我家离操场还有一点距离的，然后她就说要什么水淹没到三楼，特别有趣。

She's grown up now, and I was watching the video, and it said you just have to be a naughty kid, and she was just kind of crazy, and she was in the playground, because my house is on the third floor, and then she was playing with the hose, and then I asked her, “Why are you playing with the hose all the time? She said because she wanted the water to flood the third floor, and my house was a little bit away from the playground, and then she said she wanted the water to flood the third floor, which was very funny.

我表妹然后当时在玩水管，她就开始脱衣服，因为水都滋到他身上了，然后脱剩一个就是裸着的，然后一个女生两两一个水管在这里，她就这样两个只脚踩着两个水是水槽的两边蹲在那里尿尿，然后就全部被我录下来了，但是我的硬盘被我弄丢了，然后硕大一个操场一个裸女在那里拿着一个水管，然后这里呲呲，就把沙子盖在她的尿上，她说要清理尿渍，然后就把旁边的沙子盖在尿上，然后就用水去冲，然后就一直玩了两个小时，就玩一个水管，连连水管水龙头都够不着，在那里玩了两个小时，我在旁边录了两个小时，我完全被他吸引，只有小孩子才会玩水管，玩两个小时一声不吭，大人根本就不会，大人肯定就是太多事情，太多不必要的顾虑了，小孩子就不会，而且小孩子就会很享受时间。

My cousin then was playing with the water pipe, she began to take off her clothes, because the water is nourished to his body, and then take off the remaining one is naked, and then a girl two two a water pipe here, she so two only feet on the two water is the sink on both sides of the squatting there to pee, and then all was recorded by me, but my hard disk was lost by me, and then the huge a playground a nude girl there holding a water pipe, and then bared here, then put the sand over her urine, she said to clean up the urine stains, and then put the sand next to cover the urine, and then the water to flush, and then has been playing for two hours. Then a naked woman in a huge playground holding a hose, then bared here, then covered her urine with sand, she said she wanted to clean up the urine stains, then covered the sand next to her urine, then flushed it with water, then kept playing for two hours, just playing with a hose, even the hose faucet can not even reach, playing there for two hours, I was there to record two hours, I was completely attracted to him, only a small child would play with a hose, playing for two hours without saying anything, adults simply will not, adults must be the same, but I recorded all of them, but I have lost my hard drive. Adults don't do that at all. Adults must have too many things to worry about, and kids don't, and kids enjoy their time.

所以其实是不是你想要回到时空，反而是你想要回到可能他当时的状态。

So it's not really that you want to go back in time, it's rather that you want to go back to maybe where he was at that time.

对，其实就是我想要回到我的那个时候，但是一方面我也不想，因为长大之后也有很多新的东西，其实你小时候体会不到的，我当时尝试着把这个视频剪出来了，但是我整理了文件夹，我把它导入到了视频编辑软件里，但是我没有剪出来，但是我是有这个想法，因为我录了很多素材，半成品，只是说电脑也被我搞坏了，然后硬盘也被我搞丢了，所以就没有你就永远留在记忆当中。我想到我婚礼那天我想去我的婚礼看一下，就说我很向往爱情，我觉得爱情是很hold风的一件事情，所以我想去我的婚礼看看，我觉得虽然我对爱情的看法是很自由开放的，但是我仍然想要婚姻，就是我我不介意婚姻带给我的束缚，因为我觉得那不是束缚，那就是爱情就爱情走到尾端，我必须要有一个仪式感，那就是婚礼。

Yeah, it's actually that I want to go back to my time, but on the one hand I don't want to, because there's also a lot of new things about growing up that you don't actually get to experience when you're a kid, and I tried to cut this video out at the time, but I organized the folders, I imported it into a video editing software, but I didn't cut it out, but I did have that in mind, because I'd recorded a lot of material, half-finished, and I had to make a video of it. It's just to say that I screwed up the computer too and then I lost the hard drive, so it's just forever in the memory without you.

I thought of my wedding day I want to go to my wedding to see, just to say that I am very yearning for love, I think love is a very hold wind one thing, so I want to go to my wedding to see, I think although my view on love is very free and open, but I still want to marriage, that is, I I I do not mind the marriage to bring me the bondage, because I think that's not the bondage, that's the love on the love to go to the end of the end, I There has to be a sense of ceremony and that is the wedding.

那就是婚姻就是这样，我不想要不结婚，我想要结婚，然后生小孩，我觉得艺术创作对我来说是最重要的事情之一，但是我现在在瓶颈当中，我感觉还没有走上正轨，尤其是上了大学之后，我感觉我大学生活虽然已经过了两年了，但是我还没有到正轨上，我更想回到未来，但是是因为因为有人说忘记的能力是很重要，你要学会忘掉过去的事情，然后想着现在或者想着未来这样子，虽然我的价值观是要享受当下，但是我确实不想留在当下，想要去未来看一下。

I don't want to not get married, I want to get married and have kids, I think creating art is one of the most important things for me, but I'm in a bottleneck right now, I don't feel like I'm on the right track yet, especially since I've been in college, I feel like even though two years have passed since I've been in college I'm not on the right track yet, and I'd like to go back to the future more than anything else, but it's because because some people say that the ability to forget is important. The ability to forget is very important, you have to learn to forget the past and think about the present or the future. Although my value is to enjoy the present, I really don't want to stay in the present, I want to go to the future to have a look.

如果你去到了未来，然后未来不满意的话，然后你回来之后要怎么办？

If you go to the future and then the future isn't happy with it, then what are you going to do when you come back?

我觉得比如说如果给我一个按钮，要我摁，我要不要去看未来，我肯定选择不摁，因为我要拥抱那种不可能就不确定性，但是不过我要是真的一不小心看到了，然后很不满意的话，我可能真的会很难过。

I think for example if I was given a button to press, do I want to see the future or not, I would definitely choose not to press it because I want to embrace that kind of impossibility in terms of uncertainty, but nevertheless I would probably be really upset if I did accidentally see it and then was very dissatisfied with it.

A train to the future and past, past, or past.

both you can choose.

If. So, I wanna I wanna travel to a time where when human beings barely exist, when we were still hunter and gatherers, where we like, like hunt for life and gather for food. Iii i've always wanted to live in that world like a man versus wild.

What about yourself? a moment that you already exist 

moment that I already exist to the moment I was four. 

Why 

do you have my memories left? 

Sure. 

Then to the moment I moment I was born. 

Why?

Cause cause when I was like 1 or 2 years old or 0 years old, because when I was just getting out of my mother's belly, II already know stuffs from 2025.

So like from that . to now, I I can sort of predict anything. If I can predict anything,  I can predict stock market. I will invest in Tesla. I will invest in all time, 

Not anymore, Tesla, not anymore. (LOL)

What do you mean? Not anymore? Now and also in invest in apple, I will tell my dad to put all his money in apple.